Monday, May 2, 2016

My New Normal

I arrived in Armenia about a month ago. The day and a half of travel was brutal, but the amazing resort that awaited us was well worth the torture. We boarded a bus to a resort area called Aghveran. Even though it was close to midnight and pitch black, I could tell we were in the mountains. The moonlight highlighted the snow-covered mountaintops and the air was crisp. The days that followed were our initiation into the Peace Corps world. The amenities at the resort weren’t luxurious, but we had everything we could need or want, hot running water, indoor plumbing, and even WIFI! My fellow volunteers and I went through three intense days of training which included, safety and security, rules and regulations, technical training (which in my case is Teaching English as a Foreign Language), and language. For language we had an initial, very informal, assessment. Our bigger groups were broken up into smaller groups. Little did I know at the time but the groups we were placed into determined the village we would be staying in for the next 10 weeks. I was placed in a village called Shahumyan. From what I learned that day, it was the biggest of the five training villages and closest to Artashat, the location of our technical training.
            On Easter Sunday, the nine of us destined for the village of Shahumyan boarded a bus for our first ride out of Aghveran. Up to this point (only 3 days, but it seemed longer) we had only seen the small compound of the Aghveran resort. All of us were just itching to get out and see Armenia. As soon as we hit the road the views opened up and the mountain range came into sight. It was truly one of the most beautiful things I’ve ever seen. The mountains were massive and nearly took my breath away. As we sped along the highway, weaving in and out of lanes, as all vehicles do in Armenia, we approached Yerevan, the capital city. Although we couldn’t explore Yerevan at the time, it was exciting to see what it looked like. There were tall buildings, lots of cars, shops, bars, and statues. Surprisingly, it was all very metropolitan! Once through Yerevan, we drove another 40 minutes or so and arrived in our village. As we pulled in, there was a row of cars lined up at the mayor’s office as well as lots of people waiting in a group for our arrival. The moments that immediately followed were a blur. I stepped off the bus and was introduced to my host mom. She greeted me with a hug and offered to help me with my bags. Once all of my stuff was in the taxi, we headed to the house. It was only a half mile down the road but the thought of carrying all of my luggage down the gravel (although they felt like boulders) road didn’t make me feel the least bit shameful about taking a taxi for the equivalent of a ten minute walk! My host dad and host uncle met us at the door and politely carried my luggage inside. The house immediately felt like home. Nothing was extravagant, it felt lived in. A quality I was really happy with. I’m already surrounded by so many things that have and will make me feel awkward and uncomfortable, but my home, my sanctuary, as this place was about to become, needed to be just that, a comfortable place where I could relieve the stresses of the day. I was already feeling like I had a great start to my Peace Corps experience.
            Over the past few weeks it has been six days of training and a “rest” day on Sunday. We start in our villages at the local school learning language for four hours in the morning, have an hour break for lunch, then all of the TEFL volunteers meet in Artashat (a fairly big town with lots of businesses) for technical training for three hours in the afternoon. We also have central days where all of the trainees gather for general Peace Corps training. Sessions include culture, policy, medical, safety, and diversity training. Looking back, the days blend into one. I can’t really distinguish one day from another, but a few memorable moments include, our visit to the Armenian Genocide Memorial, being invited to dance (Armenian dance of course!) at the local arts school, a night at the ballet in Yerevan, the time a handful of school children raced after me yelling “Amerikatsi, Amerikatsi”, and the countless days when I would walk home and hear “hello!” from children peering out from behind a car with no windows or wheels, or running down the street, or out the window of a speeding car.

We’ve reached five weeks of training and it marks the half way point. I’ve decided that Peace Corps time works differently, in that it feels like we’ve been here forever, yet no time at all. The paradox is hard to wrap my head around sometimes but it's something I’ve gotten used to. There are five more weeks left of training and things are going to continuously change throughout the next two plus years. Any sense of normalcy and comfort I feel now with my host family and daily routine is going to drastically change once I am placed in my permanent sight in the beginning of June. But for now, I will stay here. In the midst of my new normal.





















Saturday, March 19, 2016

Two Days!

It’s two days before I leave for the Peace Corps and I am overwhelmed with emotion. I have feelings of sadness, excitement, nervousness, and even jealousy of the people around me whose life will go on without me. But amid the plethora of emotions, I am doing my best to remain calm and open-minded about my upcoming adventure. I quit my job, moved in with my mom, and prepared my life the best that I can for the next 27 months. Although I am certain that nothing I can do will fully prepare me for what I am about to do, there are a few things that can help me feel as prepared as I can. Like packing!
     The seemingly most important aspect of this whole process is packing! I’m sure I’ll look back and realize that I spent entirely too much time worrying about what to bring, but for now, I will continue to be consumed by it. The first packing attempt occurred about 2 weeks ago. I gathered all the clothing items that I thought would be good for a variety of climates and social situations. Surprisingly everything fit perfectly – with room to spare! Little did I know at the time, I wasn’t even remotely close to finished. I found more things to pack. I rearranged, shifted, removed and added so many times that I eventually became disgusted by my luggage. Just the sight of my bags made me wan to run for the hills. If I said I became obsessed with what to pack it would be putting it lightly. There were even a few nights where I had a hard time falling asleep because my mind was racing with “pack it vs. don’t pack it” thoughts! Nevertheless, with just one full day left before I leave for Washington DC, I will get on a plane with what I have packed and I won’t have to think about packing every again (well at least not for the next 27 months)!



This was my first attempt at packing, things are much heavier now!

     Another thing I have done to help me prepare is spending time with friends and family. It really means the world to me that I was able to see the people I care about before I go. I also spent a considerable amount of time preparing by enjoying foods I know I’ll miss! From Donuts, to chowder, to pizza (you know, the kind from the place that makes it like no other!) the list of foods I will miss is endless.

Family

     The things I have mentioned in this post don’t even come close to covering the crazy amount of stuff running through my mind. The next 27 months will change my life in many ways, some of which I’m not even aware of yet. And even though the feelings I’m having are overwhelming, I have never once second-guessed my decision to go. Joining the Peace Corps is a dream of mine and I can’t believe that dream is coming true. On Monday I will arrive at staging and begin my journey, the journey of a lifetime!

Friday, August 21, 2015

This past week . . .

On Tuesday I went to the dentist. And for anyone who knows me, you know I hate the dentist. I cry every time and it's usually a pretty traumatic experience for me. But fortunately I made it through! The bad news though, is that in order to be medically cleared to leave for the Peace Corps my teeth have to be perfect. Well, in fact they aren't. Far from actually. I need to have a few cavities filled and my wisdom teeth taken out! Yikes! Don't know how I'm going to do it but I have to and I will. Pain is temporary right?

My Legal Kit
 
Then on Thursday I received my Legal Kit which included a few background check forms and information on how to get my fingerprints done. So the next day I went to the police station and a very nice police officer used a fancy electronic scanner type machine (clearly technology isn't my strong suit) to scan my fingerprints and print them on my official fingerprinting cards. The whole process was very intimidating to be honest. I arrived at the police station, that no one seemed to be inhabiting at the time and told the secretary why I was there. She then called for a police officer to come in off the road to do the fingerprinting. I waited on the bench for a while when finally the police officer welcomed me and led me to a room labeled "detention". He safely put his gun in a lock box then scanned us both into the room. As I entered I recognized the area as the place where the "detainees" were booked. There was a place for mug shots, cells, and of course, the fingerprinting machine. other than the uneasiness of being in "detention", it went fairly smoothly. He entered my information into the computer, scanned my fingerprints, and finally handed me my official cards. I asked if there was a fee and there wasn't! Score! Before heading back to work (I was on my lunch break after all), I mailed the necessary legal documents to the Peace Corps. This was yet another thing to check off my list!

 
 
This is what happens when you are filling out a log at work when all you can think about is leaving for the Peace Corps in March 2016!

Friday, August 14, 2015

A week in. . . and the first Photo Friday!

It has been one week since I received my invitation. Before accepting I was encouraged to read a few lengthy documents, including the Peace Corps Armenia Welcome Book, the Volunteer Welcome Book, Assignment Description, Core Expectations document, and Safety and Security Information. After I "read" each I decided to accept my invitation. As soon as I clicked accept I was bombarded with emails including lists of things to do. The first email was from the medical offices laying out the details of my medical clearance. From what I've read, medical clearance, and more specifically, dental clearance can be the most costly and time consuming aspect of pre-service. Wahoo!

The second email was from the staging unit. The email included a "pre-departure checklist" and a zip drive that included directions on how to apply for a Peace Corps specific passport, visa information, and introductory language lessons. The email also stated that I will have to update my resume and gear it toward my assignment description as an English Education Teacher. I will also have to write an aspiration statement that lays out expectations and goals of my service. In addition, I was informed that I will have to complete online courses prior to departure and was given a link to begin that process. This all seemed doable until I realized most of the tasks included in this email are due within 30 days! And I thought applying would be the hard part!

 
In an effort to stay organized and on track I decided to buy a planner! As soon as I got home I started filling out my new planner with all sort of Peace Corps due dates! Next I started sifting through all the paper work. As I set out my passport application and instructions on my coffee table, Jack (my cat) immediately jumped up and laid right down on top of them! So typical. That should have been the first clue that filling out my passport application wouldn't be a smooth process. I must have filled out the application 4 or 5 times before getting it right! Now that I finally have it all filled out and all supporting documents are accounted for, my plan is to submit my passport application today! Just the first of many things I can check off the list!

Thursday, August 6, 2015

Invitation!!!

Just received my invitation to serve in the Peace Corps! I'll be leaving March 26th 2016 for Armenia. Although I've been waiting for this moment for quite some time now, it seems so surreal. This is just the beginning of an almost three year process and there is a lot to take in. I'm trying to take things as they come. I think it will be very easy for me to become overwhelmed with all the things that will come along with being a Peace Corps volunteer! But to help me, I will always keep Bob Wiley's famous words in my mind, "baby steps!"